After 7 years of livin’ la vida gay
After 601 published posts
After coming out (and being outed) to my family
After falling in love 3 times
After dumping and getting dumped 6 times
After 70 nights of getting shit-faced at a gay club
After weeks of waitressing and serving hundreds of drunk lesbians
After 2 years of non-stop hustling at my day job
After 60 blowjobs
After 11 ecstasy pills and 65 Marlboro Light packs
After 100 kisses, 20 fucks, 2 orgies, 75 one night stands
I can honestly say that I’ve learned absolutely nothing.
Well, that’s not entirely true. I have learned how to take dick pretty well. But that’s about it.
The more I feel, the less I know.
The more I go out, and live, and love, the more I realize I know nothing.
I can give life advice and relationship tips to you and my friends all day long, bass walla, I’m just as clueless as you are.
And you know what? We’re 20-something, we’re gay, we live in Lebanon, under abnormal circumstances. We’re not supposed to know everything. We’re supposed to be beautifully complex (otherwise known as “fucked up”) creatures who know absolutely nothing. This is the time for loving hard, hating harder, living fast, trial and error (lots of error), bad decisions, regrets, and the occasional wonderful surprises.
So here’s to all of us, who know absolutely nothing.