NSFW: Groundhog Gay

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White lines on a stranger’s chest.
Dark circles under his once-hopeful eyes.
The pain from his ass is nothing compared to the pain he feels inside.

It’s all he knows.
Grindr 3al terwee2a. Scruff 3al ghada. Ouw Tinder 3al 3asha.
Grindr bel 7emmem. Grindr 3al taree2. Grindr bel sahra.
And he thought quitting smoking was hard…

He’s at it again.
Searching for love in a dark alley.
Restaurants have lost their charm.
He goes for Starbucks bathrooms instead.

He’s seen it all.
5-floor villas in Adma.
Two-star motels in Hamra.

Done it all.
10-inches. 6-inches. Microscopic.
His memory card can’t handle another dick pic.
Threesomes. Nine-somes. Saunas. Straight porn.
Jockstraps. Role-play. Viagra. Give him more.

“Fast food” is all he knows.
3 am texting. 2-hour stands. Assessing naked torsos.
He came. He saw. He came again.

Elvis has left the continent.
The fat lady is signing autographs.
It’s all been said.
They’ve all been done.

1:30 am.
Bardo.
The crowd is new, but he’s been here before.
His eyes are hazy. So is his judgment.
Jägerbomb. Blow Job.
Let’s give this another shot.

9 thoughts on “NSFW: Groundhog Gay

  1. kab1200 October 5, 2015 / 2:03 am

    Very well written. There is a saying, “why buy the cow when you can get the milk for free”. Love will find you, when you demand to be valued.

    • BeirutBoy October 6, 2015 / 12:47 am

      I love how the cow made its way into this somehow =P. Thanks for your words buddy🙂

  2. thehomosexuallyfrustrated October 6, 2015 / 8:30 pm

    2 months now without Grindr/Scruff/Badoo/Manjam… It was actually easier than I thought.
    I just got to a point where I realized that having lots and lots of sex won’t make the pain I feel on the inside go away. I realized it’s my friends who can do that. So I decided to stop being so ‘active’ and go out and be gay with my friends as much as I can and say FUCK YOU YOU CAN’T HAVE MY ASS OR ANY PART OF MY BODY BECAUSE YOU’RE NOT WORTH IT to everyone who tried to make a move.
    I love your posts Beirut Boy! Keep them coming ❤️

    • BeirutBoy October 17, 2015 / 10:04 pm

      Oh so we’re on the same page🙂 Thanks for the great comment hbb!❤

    • Walid Walid November 21, 2015 / 5:14 am

      Wanna meet a man now

      • Walid Walid November 21, 2015 / 5:15 am

        Am so horny is there a huge dick

      • BeirutBoy November 21, 2015 / 5:28 pm

        Walid Walid, there’s always a huge dick somewhere. You just have to see it.

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